10 Years in the Bloggernacle
10 years ago, give or take a few days, I started my first Mormon blog: Issues in Mormon Doctrine. A week or two prior, I had happened upon Jared’s blog (which was also brand new at the time), and realized that I had finally found a forum in which I could discuss the many issues that had been stewing in my head. While I shared with Jared an intense curiosity regarding the relationship between science (especially of the Darwinian stripe) and religion (of the Mormon stripe) my blog focused more on the tensions and contradictions that I saw in Mormon doctrine, as I understood it. It was a couple months later that Jared, Christian and I started Mormons and Evolution: A Quest for Reconciliation. (It was Christian who would eventually accuse me of playing Aaron Cox in the Banner of Heaven hoax, a part which he, in fact, played himself.)
Looking back on my first few years in the bloggernacle I feel a strange mix of embarrassment and nostalgia. On the one hand, I (thankfully) deleted Issues in Mormon Doctrine and can hardly stomach my posts that remain at Mormons and Evolution (it looks like Christian has since taken down the 2nd iteration of the site). My “issues” and “reconciliations” all seem so naive and unpolished in retrospect. Of course, I was putting out about 2 posts a day at the time, so I consciously sacrificed form for the sake of content – or so I imagined. Perhaps the high water mark at Issues in Mormon Doctrine was a long essay dedicated to the distinction between revelation and inspiration and why we as members were only bound to the former. This essay was later presented to and well received by a mid-sized Sunstone audience that included an approving D. Michael Quinn. It was not long after this presentation that I posted another long essay on my blog in which I announced my disbelief in God and the church. This was a very, very sad time in my life that I will not dwell much upon it. (more…)